im sad, angry, and frustrated for you and cant shake it

Things could be worse.

Things could be worse.

Why not me, he knew i could handle the nonsense so why not me.

I am strong enough to not only keep going but to do so giving all the glory to God.

I am not a disrespectful person no matter what is said about me.

I am busting all i have to keep going, i am juggling bills, time, commitments to keep going, but because i am not helping those who are not doing anything for themselves i am the name in everyone's mouth.

i want to cry, but crying will not solve anything so i cant bring my self to do it...yet

I have tried so hard to change my mentality when im still being faced with so many messed up awkward situations but now even that's gettting perceived in a way where i come off as doing wrong

i do not view my self as a bad person, so when i hear elders telling me i am being disrespectful and not doing right by people my breath gets taken from me and my eyes fill with tears and then at that very moment something from another part of my life crashes

so things on two different ends of the spectrum fail...i hear whats being said i see whats being done and i take it all in...i do not act with out taking it in, b/c then i would be stubborn which leads to many other things with an excuse for my actions.

All i can do is pray and keep going. if i let someone else reactions and words affect me every time i would not be an individual. God Loves me and i live to work my hardest to please him...point blank thats the end .

i cant do anything to change that to accommodate you, if you do not understand that then thats how it is

i need to get over it, and keep going

Things could be worse


Things could be soooo much worse