You are half my age my elder

You are half my age my elder and you cant talk to me.

You are half my age my elder and you are teaching me what not to do everyday.

You are half my age my elder and you frustrate me every moment when we are in each others presence.

You are half my age my elder and you cant break your ways to do whats right even when it calls for s sacrifice to get to something greater.

You are half my age my elder and cant comprehend that if its consistently someone elses fault and your the common denominator in the problem.

You are half my age my elder and are still waiting on someone to do for you instead of making moves on your own to get your self ready and get your self right.

Your half my age my elder and every day that goes by i loose my grip on holding on to what ever relationship we had to began with.

Your half my age my elder and you cant see that i am trying to make an effort but am so close to giving up.

You are half my age my elder and i have come to the conclusion in 10 years i will not only be trying to support my self and raise my child but i am almost positive that i will be supporting you as well.

I cannot continue to live and maintain my life with the plans i have while you are draining me of my energy and ability to look toward the future. Someone has to look toward tomorrow and know that something needs to be done today to plan for tomorrow. B/c when tomorrow comes someone has to be ready for what might come. Like i once heard instead of asking why i should be asking why not me...even though your half my age my elder.