My schedule is set for the most part. Not only do i try and have my schedule and try to keep it consistent, i am trying to help those who are helping me.
I do not like calling and scrabbling others schedules when they are helping me.
I do not like when i confirm something you with 7 days in advance and you call me less than 24 hours away from the time i need you to cancel. At this point i do not care what ur reason is, its harsh but true. I do not wanna hear what i deem is an excuse. You have fuqd up my schedule and put me in a position where i am scrabbling looking like an idiot to others who i am imposing on. I then look like the person who is unorganized and doesnt have anything together as other people are now trying to scrabble their own schedule to help me out. When in reality i was doing all i could do but your lack of responsibility and accountability and all the other "ilty's" that i could you and cant think of right now...is what puts me in this position so last minute of not only messing with others schedules BUT makes me loose $ when i can not go into work or have to alter my work schedule in order to work around someone helping me last minute.
SO now i am in the position where i am forced to find some consistancy for not only my self but for my child, and if that road ends up with you not as option on that road...do not blame me for making sure all my ends are covered.
So your right i am thankful i am blessed you help me, when u help me, but please stop telling people i am lucky to have u help me right now when u constantly pull stuff like this. B/c in situations like now i am lucky you are free, but i am not lucky you are not consistent and have me changing my life at the drop of a dime.
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