So my son is legit!
Got his birth certificate and as we walked back to the car my dad asked me some questions in conversation that stumped me. They didn't stump me but i had so many answers to them i just didn't know which one to give and in what order they should be given. It was just one of those moments where if my answers could have been expressed in emotions it would have been better but probably wouldn't have conveyed my feelings well either
Ok so when someone tells you, u are taking their right away and doing what u want...then i am under the impression that what i am doing is "wrong" to you and if i were to force you to help me do what i want then i am forcing u do something that u think is ultimately "wrong". I am not that kind of person...so i am cool with doing whats right on my own if need be, and its hard to convey to that people who put so much concentration on money. Money doesn't make you happy. I am only 27 years of age and i know that already. My bills are paid, and everything is taken care of then i have money so i need to focus on the memories and the moments not the excess of funds i do not have, or could have to buy an excess of crap, for the most part.
im happy in my life. My life is moving forward beyond the mistakes i have had made...i kinda see they were all on purpose. Not even mistakes, but kinda like rocks in the road on my path that i was meant to get over or take with me on my journey through life. I do not need anyone to aid me carrying certain rocks, even if they were half the reason those rocks im carrying now. Im good.
SO when i get asked these questions being the person i am its hard to give one straight answer. B/c people just assume that i am suppose to nail peoples balls to the wall and make them give me aid in my journey, or that they get off easy b/c i am carryin my rocks on my own...im not that person to MAKE someone own up to their share of something. In my mind they are not contributing, they are not entitled to ownership, they are not contributing they are the ones missing on on the memories. Cuz thats whats important...i forgot who said but the quote goes"milestones in life are built on memories and moments"...i and thats what i believe.
But i cant convey that across when i am in this difficult conversations with people whose mind runs around money as if it is the security in life. Guess thats just something im gonna have to work on cuz i know the questions arent gonna stop any time soon
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